sick and tired of being sick and tired

I’m pretty sick and tired of being sick and tired! I don’t have time for this ish… I really don’t. Life still goes on when I’m sick. I still have everything to do! Life, kids, family, house, work, businesses. And and and…. No matter how I feel or what is going on everything still has to get done. And it still does :/ prob one of the main reasons it does take me so long to get better. No real down time:/ and this time it’s not even some lil cold or even the flu type of thing. My insides are eating me from the inside out… Man Jessica you just made it sound so much worse. I have ulcers and they think my galbladder isn’t working right. My stomach is half full of bile… Yayyy no no noooo!!! So yippee I’ve been goin thru some shit!! I at this point wanna just stop throwing up and eat some solid food 🙂 and stressing about this isn’t helping… Which sadly might be one big main reason for the ulcers… Stress!

Alright alright Jessica stop bitching!!! I’ve got shit to do today. Gotta get my ass up!! Get the boys off to school, head to both Boomtown and Harrahs, laundry, go to the store, and I work at 5 Star tonite. I haven’t even gotten up yet and I’m tired!!!! Ohh well I gotsta I gosta. 

No more bitching no more complaining! Life must go on!!!



Filed under Life, vent

3 responses to “sick and tired of being sick and tired

  1. Meditation may help. Even 10 minutes each time will make a difference if you do it daily 🙂

  2. 😦 My bestie 😦 Im sorry your having a rough time. Call or text me if you need to talk **hugs** Also I have some good meditation techniques you can probably do with the kids if you wanted. Might make them a bit calmer to. Rose and I have already started doing a quiet time every day so that its easier when she gets older. they are simple techniques when you are feeling overwhelmed or rushed. I was taught them by several therapists and my own scientific research.

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